sâmbătă, 8 septembrie 2012
It's my Birthday today...a Birthday I didn't really want to celebrate, a Birthday that comes after a year of unimaginable changes in my life, changes that I really didn't expect or want, but...life doesn't always give you the best package of hopes, dreams, friends, love-ones just like that. Sometimes you have to earn them, to fight for them, or... to learn to let go.
I learn in a year, I guess, more than I learned in the last 10, I wish that all those facts about life didn't have to come and hit me like a big tzunami, but probably somehow I ran out of time...and it had to be done. As I always said, I know everything happens for a reason, it must be a reason for this too.
So this is what I learned:
- that the ONE - that special man- comes at one point in your life and might go, so always count on yourself.
- that friends may become in a way your family
- that the most valuable things in life are: knowledge and health, not money.
- that you should be more worried not to lose yourself instead of fearing you might be heartbroken
- that there are things you can't forgive about yourself no matter what others will say or how much time passes.
- that you can cry an ocean of tears and still feel the same pain as before, so you'd better do something about yourself instead of crying!
- that second chances are not always what you expect them to be.
- that people make big mistakes but they don't always intend to hurt you, maybe sometimes they are just confused or lost.
- that the things you fear the most will happen to you unless you find the strenght not to be afraid anymore.
- that you are never alone and that angels exist, but sometimes we are too blind to see that.
- that the truth doesn't always set you free, sometimes it kills everything.
- that people change and feelings change and no matter how much it hurts you'd better accept it! There's no one to blame for that!
-that you don't choose the people that stay in your heart, your soul does.
- that sometimes is easier to forgive someone else then yourself.
- that when something that hurts you badly happens, you don't have to ask "why?", but "what can I do to make it better?"
- that we have two ears and just one mouth for a reason, but somehow we keep failling to remember that we need to listen more.
-that everytime you step out of your confort zone you become stronger and wiser!